Currently im jobless, and still struggling figuring out what i wanna do with my life, i have major guilt and sadness when i think about how much time i have wasted, I turned 33 this year and have nothing to show for it. My physical health hasn't been the best these past few years, my diet and weight has been yo-yoing which isn't healthy at all. I have been diagnosed with a couple of things that I'm not comfortable sharing just yet. I have been advised I need to loose some weight and be a bit healthy before an up coming surgery. so that's what I'm doing, looking after myself, all parts of myself.