I know everyone lists there resolutions and by February they have either failed or didn't even try, which is okay. Instead of resolutions im setting my self 12 goals for the next 12 months to accomplish over 2024
- I really want to learn to drive, I've had a few lessons but I always find a reason to cancel
- read more books at least 1 a month
- 30 mins of daily movement
- quit energy drinks
- declutter whole house over the year
- save money
- be fit enough for my surgery
- journal/scrapbook
- start posting online more
- less tv/phone time
- spending more time finding my path
- actually celebrate my birthday
what goals are you setting this year ?
things I've said good bye to in 2023
- binge eating
- endless scrolling
- talking to myself unkindly
- putting others before my self
- saying yes when I want to say no
- wasting money
- procrastinating
- not being honest about my feelings
things im saying hello to in 2024
- daily meditation
- more water / less energy drinks
- healthy eating
- read more books
- learn to drive
- more earth under my feet and sunshine on my face
- finding my joy
- better routine
- accepting what I can't control
- prioritising rest
- more belly laughs
i have contemplated starting this blog up numerous times, i have written posts saying im coming back and it never happens, i have drafts written up explaining things which i have never posted.
i have sat in front of this page more times then i can count and i just haven't been able to put into words what is truly going on inside my head, but something happened today, i had the urge to write, i had the urge to reread old posts and look at old pictures, and its made me miss the old me, only a little, because the old me, was miserable, she lied to everyone around her, she lied to her self.
i have sat in front of this page more times then i can count and i just haven't been able to put into words what is truly going on inside my head, but something happened today, i had the urge to write, i had the urge to reread old posts and look at old pictures, and its made me miss the old me, only a little, because the old me, was miserable, she lied to everyone around her, she lied to her self.
Currently im jobless, and still struggling figuring out what i wanna do with my life, i have major guilt and sadness when i think about how much time i have wasted, I turned 33 this year and have nothing to show for it. My physical health hasn't been the best these past few years, my diet and weight has been yo-yoing which isn't healthy at all. I have been diagnosed with a couple of things that I'm not comfortable sharing just yet. I have been advised I need to loose some weight and be a bit healthy before an up coming surgery. so that's what I'm doing, looking after myself, all parts of myself.
i have to do this... my life depends on it.
I'm not doing it for anyone but myself, I am dedicating the next YEAR to me!! its time to be selfish..
i have to do this... my life depends on it.
